Hey guys, it's day 15 of this writing challenge I started, actually yesterday was day 15, my phone is in a bad state right now , so I have kinda missed out in about 3 day s writing, not by choice though, so today, this morning rather, I wil be giving my writing for day 15 and the topic is "what Is that thing you are proud of accomplishing". So here I go.
Keeping my focus is something I'm proud of having accomplished. It's significant to me because, given my background, I never imagined that I could advance to this point. You see, I was sort of a rebellious kid when I was a teenager. I didn't give a damn about adult advice or rules. I was all about going after my own path and leading an adventurous life. I felt as though I was driven to rebel against everyone and everything by an internal fire.
During those crazy years, I never truly thought my future. Honestly, I expected to wind up as a street girl, you know? For example, someone without a steady life or a legitimate work. Maybe I'd be hanging out with the wrong crowd, getting into trouble, or simply scraping by on a daily basis. That's what I saw for myself, and I was content with it at the moment.
But what do they say about growing up? It strikes you when you least expect it. Somewhere along the way, I realized that the route I was on was not going to take me somewhere good. It was like a wake-up call, but not in a loud, obnoxious way. More like a creeping awareness that dawned on me.
I recall looking at some of the older kids in my area, who were living the street life that I thought was so exciting. They were unhappy, you know? They were always glancing over their shoulder, concerned about money or getting caught by the cops. That's when it struck me: is that really what I want for myself?
I decided to make a change. It was not easy, let me tell you. Changing your ways after so many years of going in the same direction? It's like attempting to turn a ship around in a narrow river. But I was determined. I started paying attention in class, which felt strange at first. My teachers were undoubtedly surprised to find me actually listening and finishing my assignments! But as I concentrated, I discovered I wasn't dumb. I could genuinely grasp things and occasionally like learning..
Gradually, I began making goals for myself. Small goals at beginning, such as passing a test or finishing a book. But when I achieved these small tasks, I gained confidence. I began thinking, "Hey, maybe I can do more than just exist. "Perhaps I can make something of myself."
The strange thing is, I didn't care as much about being rebellious as I did about bettering myself. It seemed like every ounce of energy I had spent stirring up trouble was now being directed toward creating a better future for myself. Furthermore, what do you know? It was satisfying. Excellent. As at now I find myself as an undergraduate. Me! The girl who figured she would be lucky to graduate from high school is now enrolled in college courses and pursuing a degree. I still find it hard to believe sometimes.
I am not suggesting that my life is ideal right now. There are still challenges, days when I question myself or feel overwhelmed. But the difference is that I'm confident I can handle it. I've demonstrated to myself that I can change, that I can concentrate and work for a better outcome.
Looking back, I'm pleased I changed the path when I did. It wasn't only about avoiding a poor future; it was also about opening doors to a better one. Now I have options. I can fantasize about careers, traveling, and creating a life I'm proud of. That is something I never imagined I would have.
So yeah, Im proud of staying focused. It might not seem like a big deal to some people, but for me, it's huge. It's the difference between the life I thought I was destined for and the life I'm actually living.
I'm not saying I've got it all figured out. There's still a lot of growing and learning to do. But I'm okay with where I am right now. I'm an undergraduate, I'm working towards my goals, and I'm actually excited about my future. Thats something the rebellious teenage me would never have believed.
So if theres one thing I've learned from all this, it's that it's never too late to change your path. No matter where you start from, if you're willing to focus and put in the work, you can turn things around. It might not be easy, and it definitely won't happen overnight, but it's possible.
I suppose what I'm trying to say is don't let your past determine your future. We all make errors and go through stages where we aren't our greatest selves. But this isn't the end of the narrative. You can always choose to concentrate, work hard, and become something greater than you believed possible. And let me tell you, when you look back, how far have you come? That feeling is worth the effort. So here's to keeping focused, proving ourselves wrong in the best way possible, and creating a future we'll be proud of.
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