Today, I’m sharing a drawing I made that came together almost by accident — a piece that grew out of spontaneous sketching, but which seems to carry a much deeper meaning.
I started this artwork with no particular plan. I just picked up a pencil and let the lines guide me, as I often like to do when I’m feeling creatively restless. There’s something truly freeing in allowing your mind to wander and your hand to move with it — no expectations, no corrections, no self-critique. That’s how this drawing was born.
After I finished the first sketch, I realized the shape and the posture of the figure I’d drawn reminded me of a bull — or more accurately, a stylized, abstract figure of a bull. This was a funny coincidence because I’m a Taurus myself. It felt like this drawing came straight from my subconscious, almost as if my zodiac sign decided to reveal itself in my art.
The figure’s stance is dynamic, with horns (or arms) arched high above the head, holding a blue sphere that almost looks like a puzzle piece. This was not a conscious decision; I just drew the horns and added the shape because it “felt right.” Later, I began to wonder what it could represent. Perhaps it’s a symbol of wholeness or something that’s missing — an element of self-discovery or a search for completeness. I’d love to hear your thoughts on this!
The skirt-like shape in the drawing was another spontaneous addition. I colored it with aquarelle pencils, using different shades of blue to create a sense of movement and flow. The result was a skirt that almost resembles waves of water, contrasting with the earthy tones of the bull’s head. I think it brings a balance to the composition, tying together the grounded, strong essence of the bull with the fluidity of water or wind.
I know art is always subjective, and I’m genuinely curious to hear how others interpret this image. Some might see a dancer in a swirling blue skirt, others might see a mask or a ceremonial headdress. For me, it’s a combination of all these things — a kind of dance between the animal self and the creative spirit.
To give you a bit more insight into the technical side: I used a gel pen for the outlines and some details. Gel pens are great for crisp lines and fine details, and I love how they let me draw in a flowing, almost meditative way. After finishing the lines, I reached for my aquarelle pencils to color the figure and bring the drawing to life. I find that aquarelle pencils offer a unique texture — somewhere between colored pencils and watercolor — and they work really well for creating depth and movement in a simple composition like this.
So that’s the story behind this drawing! I’d love to hear your thoughts: what does it remind you of? Do you see the bull, the dancer, or something else entirely?
Thanks for taking the time to look at my work and read about my process!
