The Noxsoma Chronicles [0065]
11-24-2025 … Day 23645 (Good Moonday Lunatics)
Paid the rent today.
We won’t be homeless on Christmas. Ho-ho-ho.
I need a shave too.
There was a piece of advice that came from a book I read on generations. I know who wrote it, I just cannot remember which of their books it was in. It was a “warning” of sorts that “You” don’t want to be out of step with your generation. That’s all I needed to hear. I may not have been born out of step with either of the generations, the cusp of which I am on – but I certainly planned to do my best to be out of step with them.
Your humble vagabond is an outlier. Just for the hell of it too. It’s my groove. Contrary. If everyone in the room is drinking coffee, I am drinking tea. If everyone in the room is drinking tea. I am still drinking tea. Ha ha. So it’s not that I am contrary when I find my desire.
So what is it?
Sigmund Freud died in 1939, so less than 30 years later in the 1960s his ideas were still new and not yet proven to be bullshit. TV developers thought it would be entertaining to produce sit-coms where the married couple wasn’t getting along. The actor playing a psychiatrist on TV suggested the role reversal therapy.
I always found this fascinating. Remember, your boy is a recovering television addict. I put it in my memory pocket.
Today, we are pulling it out to explain what makes this envity so contrary. It’s the role reversal. When I see “it” – the role – I discover I don’t want any part of it.
In this century it’s easy to jump into an ideology and never have to encounter anyone else – in real life – who is living that style of life. So you might think – [it’s your theory] – that you would like it. You would like the population with this ideology.
Here’s example number 1: I still love house music. I like the steady beat of the drums and the thumping bass lines. I like the way the vibrations move my hips and make me spin around. But I am NOT a house-head and although your boy hit the wheels spinning one of the many sub-genres of “house music.” I was never “in the life” like that. I actually learned that most of the “house-head” stereotypes I didn’t actually like. So I liked the music, but didn’t like the “culture.” [The music being something like one fifth of the overall culture.] Drugs find their way into any culture where humans are involved – so that’s pretty much a given. But drugs [narcotics] have never been my thing.
Since 2020 We have been walking around this area of about 3 or 4 small border cities seeking truth, opening up to “consciousness” and strengthening our connect with source. We learned many truths [which aren’t “really” truths, but I believe them] – two of which are: All humans are psychic. And: All humans are healers.
How could this be?
The only answer is, “how could this not be?”
We started hearing about these “healing academies” and we got a little excited.
“We should check one of those out,” says Ego. [I didn’t know it was Ego speaking at the time.] So we started listening to these folks who were “certified” healers. I should have put quotes around “healers.”
Let me share some of the “things” that we have learned about humans. If the “artist” is faking the funk, his or her veneer will begin to melt under pressure.
There was this one “healer” [who seems to have a very good reputation – but I really don’t know] – I listened to him for a very long time. Just interviews and stuff, then I switched over to his YT channel… and he was all incense and crystals and joy and love and stuff. You know the chorus; “Oneness”, vibrations and stuff.
And then the calendar flipped to 2021.
Dude couldn’t take the pressure. He was very upset his “inner” self erupted… “These people are evil. They are not like Us. They come from a different consciousness.” He showed what was deep inside. There were hints when he told stories from his past. But this break was right out of "1984."
What do I mean by that?
In room 101 – in the novel “1984” [George Orwell] – is where you are made to face your worst fears. But Room 101 izzint solely about fear. It’s about loyalty. Because when Winston Smith breaks – he betrays his lover. [I still believe she set him up. Although that seems to be a controversial interpretation.]
Here’s another thing I learned about humans – thus far I believe that betrayal is the absolute worst sin a human can perform against another human.
If you have ever seen a “televangelist” deliver a tearful soliloquy to God and congregation for cheating on his wife [but not for stealing his parishioners’ money and flaunting it] – you get where We’re coming from.
Who is the first of Jesus’ apostles that come to mind to most humans?
Judas.
Why? Betrayal. Denial is jaywalking compared to “What Judas did.” 2 thousand 25 years later an entire race is still paying for … “What Judas did.”
I think it’s been the last three – or could be four years – where I started listening to this 5D hunkajunka. It’s a house music segue: from New Age to 5D Consciousness. It’s like the difference between “Whoop there it is” and “Whoomp there it is.”
Me and Universe Down By The School Yard
Some humans turn themselves over to God. We have acknowledged that this vessel and Universe are one. So what might have been “My idea” in 2020 – is “Uni told us” – today. Or, “it” (Universe) “came to Mind.”
Don’t drown in the words. What it means is … it ain’t the “person formerly known as Me” that’s doing any of this “extra-natural shit.” [Which is actually very (truly) natural.
Uni really stuck a splinter in my brain when it led me to start listening to this 5D consciousness stuff. Because at the same time We were led to this channel that audio-bookified a virtual library of esoteric occult volumes from the “Victorian Era” [approximately 1880s to 1930s.] This was called the “Progressive Era” in America and it gave birth to a lot of detrimental ideas and practices that we are still suffering from today.
Anyway – during the Progressive Era there were peeps a lot like today who were into esoteric arts that included, contacting the dead, and reaching ascended masters, predicting the future and “faith” healing … and psychiatry. Freud would have been about age 25 in 1880.
We were drawing parallels between the language and beliefs of the “Progressives” and the generations getting wrapped up in the “quantum” this-&-that and “everything is memory” and all the “healing” and “self-affirmation” language of today.
Here’s the part that’s really going to blow your mind. Just like I love house music, when it comes to this cosmic metaphysical stuff – Your boy is a Believer. It has always been in the mix somewhere – but it really kicked in during 2020. [It actually came in waves – usually during “7” years. But that’s another angle.]
Because of the connection we have forged with Source, we can feel the dissonance when we read these papers about [blah-blah-blah.] We know it’s not for us. We want to call “bullshit.” But as far as they are concerned it’s not “bullshit.” And that’s good enough for us. We are just not going to consume it and we are not gonna call the cosmic fuzz on them either. We are just gonna convert our divergent energy into keystrokes and upload it to this blog.
What we think of as fraudulent might be the key to breaking through for more humans than we can ever count. That’s the way Uni works from our angle.
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Today’s Score (11-23-2025)
BC … 32
Rum… 22
Ody….. 2
This Month So Far (11-23-25)
BC …… 2299
Rum ……632
Ody……. 654
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