I remember when I still slept with my mommy Flor and her late partner, Mommy Merly, as a child, where my spot was always in the middle. I also remember those times when I used to pee in it and often got scolded by Mom. Or those times when I brush my teeth and the window serves as our sink, lol. Those are fun and happy memories of mine from when I was a child. And I can feel that I'm really getting older now. The big bed where the three of us can still fit has become smaller now. Although it's still big, I feel like it's not enough for me anymore, lol.
Anyway, I've been sleeping on that bed for three nights now with my mom. Mommy D has her own bed beside us, so she's sleeping in there alone. They are actually sleeping separately now because Mommy D can't get used to my Mommy F's loud snoring. While I can sleep just okay beside Mommy F, Mommy D, on the other hand, is still having a hard time doing that. She will never get used to that, so it seems, lol. I don't know, I have no problem sleeping with mom, and once I feel sleepy, then I will sleep. Although I also experience those hard times when sleeping, it doesn't happen that often.
And you might be wondering why I'm sleeping with them when I have my own bed and room. Well, that is because it's really hot inside my room. And that's not a good place for me, especially since the wound in my nose, where I experienced severe bleeding, is not completely healed yet. And you see, I don't have an e-fan in my room, I only have a mini-hand fan. As to why I don't have it, it's because I feel cold easily, and for me, a mini e-fan is just right for me. But not this time, so I decided to sleep in with them.
What happened to me in the past week really left me traumatized. I just follow what my oldies suggest. They are the ones who suggested doing that, actually. Even though I'm not used to sleeping on a soft bed because I experience back pain when I sleep in there, I still chose to sleep with them. And it's for my own good, so I'm doing it for myself. The only downside is the back pain every morning I wake up. I'm not sure though why I experienced back pain when sleeping in a soft bed, because seriously, I didn't experience that in my hard and really hard bed. I don't use foam for my bed, you see, lol. Is it just me?
And the back pain disappears too once I get out of bed. So I therefore conclude that it is really because I'm not used to sleeping in a soft bed. Or if I want to sleep there, I have to sleep in a different position. But right now I can only do one position because I'm afraid to sleep facing a different direction. I sleep like a dead person right now, but I don't experience back pain when I'm sleeping in my bed. I'm not sure why it changes when I sleep with my oldies.
Anyhow, I told Mom about my back pain whenever I sleep in their bed, and that is why she decided to buy an electric fan for me. I was like, Yay! So I told Mom, "Mom, I should be the one gifting you because a few more sleeps and it's already your birthday." But she just laughed. But I happily received it (◍•ᴗ•◍). And what's amazing is that it is rechargeable and has a solar panel, which is very convenient for me. I just have to be consistent in charging it via solar ಥ‿ಥ.
I just feel like a child right now receiving a very valuable gift from a parent (◍•ᴗ•◍).