Saturday morning. Spring. March. How wonderful!
Even the air alarm, which lasted half the night, can't ruin this day for me.
The sun is shining brightly outside the window. There is less and less grayness left of February. I once again thought that in essence a person remains an animal, dependent on the change of seasons just like everyone else in this world. Even despite a very severe winter, fatigue and a lot of household problems, one look at the bright sky, the cheerful digging of the first birds, the buds that appeared on the hibiscus branches - all this inspires hope. And there is absolutely no need for any rationale.
Today, as always, I have work to do. I need to finish the article. I've had so many projects lately that I can't keep up with deadlines at all. I started waking up in the middle of the night again because of panic attacks. But I hope that spring will fix this too.
I've already written the first paragraph and now I've paused for a cup of coffee and a post here. Then I'll continue. My dogs are absolutely happy. They don't care that I don't take my eyes off the tablet screen. The main thing for them is that I'm at home and I'm not going anywhere today. They don't know yet that we have two very difficult weeks ahead when I won't be home for a long time. But I'm sure we'll manage.
They're just sleeping now. Very calm, because they always know exactly my plans, and my plan for today is to be next to them 🤗
