A problem that so confidential to tell but i say to myself that everything will be fine. Since then I was a kid I'll always happy seeing my mom work hard for us. But sometimes my father didn't do the same or I think he's just still a young boy who didn't know how to plan. I've known that family requires a tight bond. Sometimes my dad didn't wanna join us if there have a family bonding or going to the church. I know that it always been hard to us because not everyone express their love. Even though there were a time I'll get disappointed, I only choose to focus positively.
Reflecting on my childhood of who I am today. I think I taught me to be a patience, kind, empathy and hope. Because hind of all the perfections of my family there's still a cherish and value. Evwn if there's have a struggle or problems I used to be quite and immediately solved that problems. We know that we have a debt but why my only mother who pay for that how about my father he used to work only just for his own good. He didn't give us money so that we have allowance at school. Only my mother, sometimes is ask to myself what if my mother would be my father and my father would be my mother.
Everytime when my mom have a problems daddy invalidate her fellings. I don't know why, is he didn't love mom why he doing that instead of comfort , there a fight between them and that's exactly what happened during their anniversary.
My mom was so excited to wear her favorite clothes so that they take a picture but suddenly mom was taking a make up so that he looks like pretty and dad so demand why mom are so slow doing some stuffs. Dad is so impatient because it takes 10 mins until now it gives me tension. Why he didn't accompany mom by doing make up? Because if he truly love there would be a patience out there.
Growing up in a family where the woman who hard work is like a down to me. Because culturally only men is more on masculinity is good for the work. I know my family is not perfect and it's real because bso complicated. And even when I kept my struggles to myself, I learned that hope, understanding, and the bonds of family can guide us through anything.But in the end is so perfect for me there's have a unique after all . Manifest my dad join our family body next time because through that bond family can make a proper way of choosing love.
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