Hi 
I'm embarked on a new journey and It's not about hiking nor going on a long ride, though those are amazing too and I would love to do those too, I've come to discover a new hobby and it's dating myself. A Journey of Self-Love. It might sound abract and oa but belive me it became a medicine for my mental and spiritual Health. Today let's take a look of a day of my life with many realizations and learnings. Well, everyday is a new learning tho.
Before I officially start this blog, I would love to welcome you to my little corner of the internet.
Throughout my whole life, I am used of having many people around me when I'm outside. As an extrovert I need to bond with a bunch of people. It's basically my source of energy. Wherever I go it's a basic necessity for me to have someone beside me. I got used to it. Today, I decided to try on going out by myself without anyone beside me. Though it's just a simple decision yet it made a big impact on my mental Health.
Going out alone has always been my fear, but today I decided to conquer that and it's the best decision I've ever made. I visited so many places but one of the places that I really enjoyed being alone with is the ocean. The fresh winds, the aroma of the ocean, the sound of the chirping birds that seems like they're singing a song and most especially the comforting sound of the waves which I don't why gave me such a comfort that relaxed me, partnered by relaxing music man it's amazing. These solace gave me a realization that life is indeed beautiful if you look on the bright side of it.
I also ate alone in my favourite fast food chain alone "jollibee". Though it was awkward but it's not that bad. I'm probably gonna be doing this more often. Eating alone is indeed awkward but once you stafg no caring on your sorroundings and overcome that awkwardness you'll find yourself wanting to do this more often.
Wandering outside alone might sound a bit clichè for other's but it was an escape for me, escape to the harsh world I'm living a solace that I never knew I needed. I might really sound crazy but as I sat on the pantaland of bogo I was saying kind words to myself. "I did well."
"You did an amazing job Yanna."
"It was never easy yet you managed to survive until now."
"Thank you for surviving."
"The world is brighter with you in it." And many more. Though It may really sound so OA and Clichè but saying these words that I am longing to hear all this time teared me up and gave me an another kind of peace and healing.
There kind of actions and hobby motivated me to strive more into a better version of myself. Guys I'm not saying that I'm a lonely person. I also have many best friends with me they're also the best, bonding with them is wonderful too, you probably already read our dates in my previous blogs. But having the chance to date yourself sometimes and give yourself a relaxing date you deserve is just so comforting.
Before I end this blog, please read this:
"Be kind to yourself, no one will do that better than you do. This world we're living in is indeed so harsh and we can't escape that but we are given a choice to be kind tp ourselves. Please do give a time to appreciate yourself you deserve that. A lil self date will do or look in the mirror and say the words that you are longing to hear to yourself. No one deservea to be in pain, not you, not me, not anyone else. We deserve to be happy, you deserve to be happy. Don't let yourself be too drowned in this harsh world. Conquer this world beautiful women and handsome gentlemen you can do it. Life is beautiful if you start to look in the bright side of it."
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