I have reviewed your comments to other users asking for help, and it seems to be about downvotes. It looks like you may be on some user's black lists. As HIVE is a decentralised platform, each account acts as an individual entity, and what they do with their own stake is entirely the decision of the person who controls that account.
It does not appear that you are on the hive watchers black list - you can search for yourself, so your only option would be to get in contact with those who are downvoting your content, and to identify the reasons why they see fit to do so.
You can try finding them on discord, tagging them in posts, or replying to them. I do not have any magic buttons that can control the actions of others. No one does. We are all free to do as we choose.
RE: Rescuing books from the $1 shelf at the library - and a growing backlog, and of giving up