Today I feel much of an ease with my pain issues although the back pain is still there when I would sit for long or stand up when I am showering.
The only difference in my overall health was my breathing brought about by my weight adjustment down to the level that I am comfortable with as I managed to take off as much water from my body through a series of fluid removal mL by mL until I felt that my current weight is just right enough for me to be able to breathe easier and not being like a fish out of water even a few days before my dialysis.
I am also continuing to take my Cinacalcet and I feel that it is working even though not completely healing me anyways. I am also taking my phosphate binder along when I eat so that not much phosphorus would enter my system and elevating it.
Phosphorus is the number 1 factor in making my Parathyroid to get hyper and thereby making my bones weak and get deformed as evidenced by my backbone disability and my appearance with my facial structure affected in the process.
I am also able to eat while sitting down, I began to eat while sitting down now after I got the dizziness spells which makes my head spin whenever I would turn my head on the right while laying down.
Fortunately I am able to eat while sitting down. I just have a hard time chewing my food especially if the food is a little tough for me to chew. So I just dislike tough cuts of meat for that matter and even a rough rice as well.
Anyway if I would be able to maintain my phosphate levels down by taking phosphates and special dieting and taking Cinacalcet to control my Parathyroid I might be able to completely heal my bones but I think it will still be a hard thing to do.
I am also doing an intermittent fasting in a way by only eating one a day a proper meal. i am just trying to wiat until I am hungry before I eat so that I can be able to eat because of my severe appetiteloss. But if I feel that I am hungry after my meal I would just eat some toast and a thinned-off coffee so that I would not be able to lose weight.
So still I am not losing hope for what I am trying to achieve and with the mercy of God and his blessing into what I am doing I guess it will be possible to realize my medical dreams. I am now thanking God a million thanks in advance and also a million thanks to my friends here in this community, you know who you all are and may it be a "secret" until God himself repays you all.