Hello friends at Hive.
Let me introduce myself, my name is Ima and this is my brother, his name is Imam. We are both twins. Imam is my younger brother. We were born only a few hours apart. My mother said I was born around 4 pm while my younger brother was born around 7 pm.
From elementary school to high school we were always together and studied in the same class too. It's just that when we were in high school we were in different classes because we took different majors.
There are many similarities between the two of us. Starting from both liking anime series films, both liking to eat fried rice, both liking to eat meatballs and both liking to paint.
Even though we are twins, our natures and characters are different. My younger brother tends to be more aggressive, super active and very good at adapting. While I tend to be more shy. I started to be confident in speaking in front of friends who joined the Scout Movement at school also thanks to the motivation from my younger brother.
After 19 years of being together, we finally separated. Last Thursday my younger brother chose to go to work rather than continue his studies at college. The reason is that I want to work first so I can save money and go to college at my own expense without always having to bother my parents.
Honestly, even though there is no day without fighting, I even cried when I was busy watching a Spongebob cartoon but was pranked by turning off the electricity.
But after last Thursday my little brother left with his classmates who also chose to work. There is a feeling that is quite difficult for me to explain.
Mixed feelings. Between touched and sad. Sad to be left because even though my little brother loves to be naughty, he is also always considerate when I have a fever. Even until now Friday night, there is a feeling of longing and there is a change in the atmosphere at home.
It used to feel warm because my little brother is indeed active. Now it feels lonely. But I also know and understand that no matter how strong the hand holds, it will still let go and go in time.
From this I learned that separation will always exist. Because human destiny if not left will definitely be left. There is togetherness there is separation. Let our togetherness be a beautiful memory that ends in prayer and separation is not the end of everything.
Farewell is only for those who love with their eyes. But for those who love with their hearts, there is no such thing as farewell. I say see you again Not saying goodbye.
I pray and really hope that whatever my sibling chooses, wherever he is, may God always protect him. Aamiin