July - Cancer - Holy Nights Project 7

July - Cancer - hence the mine and the shell.

On the left side there is a mine. The subconscious. The opening is on the front range but the mine goes into the mountain. The front range is the present. Lots of crags and crevices in the present. I have a lot of trapped emotions and I am now getting certified to become an Emotion Code/Body Code Practioner. I also have a 6 session package coming up in August.

The sun is in the sky on the left. It's going to shine it's light on the mine entrance and what comes out. The tree is in full summer on the right. July.

There is a raven flying to the left, and it's belly in the shape of the mountains. The raven is mental. The mental seeks meaning from the subconscious. My intestines are filled with trapped emotion.

There is a brown horse, the color of the range, walking to the right. Twitching it's tail - happy. I can't see his feet. He is so grounded that his feet sink into the earth. There is a front range and a purple mountain. This represents subconscious mind projected on the physical body.

here's the bird

Here is the reborn piece after I covered it with tattoo ink. I found out tattoo ink contains ammonia!!! Yuck!

I finally started July - I just did not want to feel the feelings about it - because it is the scene behind our house - where the powers that should not be drained a wetlands habitat - where just a month or so ago I saw 15 pelicans swimming in this lake - now the lake is completely dry... there have been giant power equipment people behind our trailer park for the last several months doing something with the water- and now it seems that they were stealing water or maybe they are drying out the lake so they can build a stupid apartment building - I don't know but when I looked at the July page - all I could see was a pelican flying over the now dead lake...with mountains behind it - it really upset me and there is nothing I can do about it for so many reasons. i just have to pray about it - but I am sure it has much deeper meaning for me as well - plus there are already green shoots growing in the dried mud - which is Nature's way - always birthing new life in the midst of devastation...

I hated this whole situation - I was not able to finish the piece. I opened a Nextdoor account and asked my neighbors what they thought. No one really cared. I prayed about it and I was given the inspiration to contact the County. I am now waiting to hear from the Ascessor's Office.