September - Virgo - For The Mustangs - Mystical Days Portal Artwork...

final.virgo.river.jpg
Tonight the voices told me to add a river - to bring the blue into the yellow hill to break up the yellowness of it... ok...I do what the voices tell me.

Virgo Mustangs 18" x 14" Mixed Media Collage on Wood

Here is a detail of the Virgo Constellation:

ballpoint pen on paper with acrylic

detail of the foal

detail of the mom

History:

The series has been created to be sold to support wild mustangs that are being rounded up by the Bureau of Land Management in the USA. The horses live free on public land but the government wants to use the land for concerns which do not benefit "the public", so they are rounding up the horses and torturing and killing them. Some non-profits adopt the horses out but this has been going on for a 100 years and it continues to go on.

The papers used to create the horse collages were created during the 13 Holy Nights from the Winter Solstice of December 21-January 1, as per Rudolf Steiner. They draw down the aetheric energy of that potent time-period - the birth of the New Year. Each of the Multi-media Collage Paintings represents the Zodiacal sign of the month and contains the constellation of stars for that month (minus the Leo painting).

This one is Virgo. It is representing a mare and her foal, as the rabbit bush which is a constant in Colorado, in September, bursts forth on the plains. The Constellation of Virgo is represented by an angel holding a feather in one hand and wheat in the other.

I used acrylic paint, and collage to create this mixed media painting on wood, which will be donated with the other pieces as a collection, to a Colorado non-profit to be sold to raise money for these innocent and noble animals, many of whom have been discarded by humans.

Present:

In August, I found out that the non-profit I was working with - had slaughtered 5 of the horses which I had been doing energy healing on - for the past several years. I was devastated by this news and it has made it much more difficult for me to do these paintings. I am in mourning for the lives of these precious mustangs and I am devastated by the loss of my friendship with the Director and I don't have anywhere to donate the paintings at this time, which makes it harder for me to do the paintings... but I carry on. I have to immediately start the October painting...tomorrow.

I went to see a new non-profit at the end of August, only to discover that the co-owner has a demonic possession - the same illness as the Director of the other non-profit that murdered the 5 horses.

I am pretty melancholy. I have not been able to go visit any other non-profits since our car needs to be serviced and they are a long distance drive from me. I am considering the Rocky Mountain Mustang Refuge in Fairplay, CO https://www.rockymountainmustang.org/ and

https://www.wildhorserefuge.org/
The Wild Horse Sanctuary in Craig, CO. The latter has 30,000 acres and is a big non-profit so it is more likely run by stable people. If there are unhinged people there, it is unlikely that they are running the place. They also have 2 other rescue sanctuaries for wild animals - https://www.wildanimalsanctuary.org/

Because I have been so upset and do not have a home for these paintings, this painting was extremely difficult to do. It dragged on for weeks without me making any changes to it. My process is that I stare at the painting until I know what to do next. I wait and I pray and eventually I get an answer. I finally finished it tonight. I started it late September and I missed the New Moon for the October Painting, which was last week. Oh Well. I have to trust my process that it is all correct for what I am going through.

Not only that, but a former client asked me, in June, to do a psychic fair with her in Loveland, CO in October, an hour's drive from my house - 2 days - and then, after I had paid a bunch of money and spent about 25 hours on 2 hand-lettered signs, she bailed on me for a job-job.

Good times create weak people. What we have now is weak people who don't keep their word, who sneak around and take the easy way out, who lie, cheat and steal to get what they perceive to be their way... I am honestly, depressed. But, I am not going to re-neg on my commitments. I am going to finish this project - finish this collection of horse paintings, donating 100% of the proceeds to a non-profit and do the psychic fair by myself, with God, and keep on keepin' on regardless of what other people are doing and what crazy stuff is going on on the internet.

My point of view of the internet and it's goings on is that it is a "show" and nothing on it is "real". My commitment is to Nature and God, and all this depravity is just going to make me dig my heals in deeper to do what is right - even though I feel crappy. My solution is to act my way into right thinking and to prove to myself that it doesn't matter how I feel emotionally about commitments - I am pausing to feel my feelings so I don't stuff them, but I am not going to do what I see others are doing and not keep my word. My word is all I have and I am going to continue to set an example of how people use to live and be when society was more free - being honest and doing what I say I am going to do, no matter what.

Leo: @in2itiveart/leo-mystical-days-portal-for-the-mustangs-dedicated-to-amari-a-horse-i-loved

Cancer: @in2itiveart/july-cancer-for-the-mustangs-mystical-days-portal-artwork

Gemini @in2itiveart/gemini-mystical-days-portal-for-the-mustangs

Taurus Final @in2itiveart/taurus-mystical-days-portal-for-the-mustangs-post-3

Taurus 2 @in2itiveart/taurus-mystical-days-portal-for-the-mustangs-post-2

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Aries 4 @in2itiveart/aries-mystical-days-portal-for-the-mustangs-final

Aries 3 @in2itiveart/aries-mystical-days-portal-for-the-mustangs-post-3

Aries 2 @in2itiveart/aries-mystical-days-portal-for-the-mustangs-post-2

Aries 1 - @in2itiveart/aries-mystical-days-portal-new-moon-for-the-mustangs-post-1

Pisces 4 @in2itiveart/pisces-mystical-days-portal-new-moon-for-the-mustangs-final

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