acrylic on wood aprox 9=8" x 8" cut into a heart which I got at a thrift store
I was in a pissy mood today driving home from a gathering - I started getting mad at my husband in my mind - I could have picked a good fight with him,,, and I caught myself - next I thought about Ben and Jerry's fudge brownie ice cream at the grocery (totally GMO and cruelty calf-kill cows milk and surely cows standing in their own filth their whole lives) but yesterday was my birthday and I didn't get any good food...
but I had to pee really bad so going to the grocery store didn't feel like an option - so I decided not to buy my way out of this pissy mood experience and instead ...
I prayed - God, what can I do to get out of this mood? What is it that I want? What's going on with me? And then a thought popped into my head...
I have 2 really good friends here (which is odd) - the husband is from Chicago and the wife is from Vichy, France. They met in Chicago and got married there. They have been living in Colorado for a while but now they are going to move back to France because she wants kids and it is too expensive here. They are having a G1 Currency Market tomorrow night and we are going to eat Thai Fusion on Wednesday night and soonafter they are going to Chicago to see his family before they head to France...forever?
I am going to miss them a lot - so God told me to make them a present - actually 2 presents - what should I make them? - and I got 2 answers.
here's the sigils drawing on the back of the piece
First - a painting with a sigil wishing them well in all their endeavors - a sigil about how they are home wherever they are together - because the husband is having 2nd thoughts about the move and the wife intuitively knows they are going but it's a struggle right now...
base drawing on the front side of the heart shaped wood
primed with flat house paint
I will give them this tomorrow when I see them at an event for G1 Currency...
Second - a Colorado Oracle Deck. I have about 5 days to make- and that is just enough time...
I made about 20 more "cards" today and painted them purple with tempera
This mixed together made the perfect purple for the backs
I will base it on Lenormand. I actually have a bunch of cards from my Natural Law Oracle Deck already cut and painted...23 to be exact...and now I have another 20 to add in... There are 36 in the Lenormand Deck...
But I believe I have potentially 43 cards... and now I have the potential for 48 cards in this Oracle...here's my rough sketches
so this one has parts of the Sigil painting I will give them tomorrow.
This one includes some fantastic animals I have personally seen...as well as blue-cifer and the Stanley Hotel from the Shining.
lots of animals of Colorado...I will make a booklet with "meanings"
The Lark Bunting is the state bird, the crazy fox - I saw, my kitten that they have been around for, also a wild mustang, and some minerals that come from Colorado
The state flower, I see bald eagles all the time here, geese constantly, pelicans and antelope, I have seen big horn sheep, marijuana - as this was the first state to legalize it (I might put the shrooms in with the weed), aspen, etc.
Cloud formations I have seen - which are characteristic of Colorado...hotsprings...the guitar because her husband helped me learn...plant communication - a course we took together...we studied LAW crap together - PMAs, etc, we channeled together and I am doing energy healing on her in trade for her building my website which is like a house - and we studied IRS fakery also.
I will see what I get accomplished... The idea is to make a hand-drawn Oracle Deck of Colorado images and images of things we did together but which actually does work as an Oracle Deck similar to Lenormand in that it is straightforward and about real life now stuff.