Enero, que mes para pensar en la montaña rusa de emociones que aunque estés preparada para cada una de ellas, no dejan de causar algo en ti, hubo de todo un poco, mayormente me enfoco solo en las cosas positivas, porque arrastrar las cosas negativas siempre he sentido que no nos permite avanzar, sin embargo, son completamente necesarias y es valido sentirlas y vivirlas a flor de piel, nunca reprimirlas, ni sentirse mal por esos momentos donde no estamos al 100, porque la vida en general es así, no es un mes en especifico, no es un día en especifico, simplemente son cosas que siempre van a suceder y es parte de estar y sentirse vivos.
En enero logre adquirir algo que siempre había querido y el cual estoy cuidando como si fuera mi bebe jejeje hicimos un cambio de look que me ha encantado y fue pintarme el cabello de cobrizo, logre tener mas disciplina en las cosas que se, me hacen bien y me ayudan a estar siempre activa (Hive) retome ejercicios aunque he ido muy paso a paso, realmente me siento muy feliz y agradecida con todo.
Hubo algo que me toco decirme a mi misma y se que muchos necesitaron escucharlo en un momento y es "No te desesperes, estamos comenzando un año, todo es un proceso, no te apresures o te satures de todo, siempre un paso a la vez, ningún comienzo es completamente activo y no te compares, porque no todos manejamos un mismo tiempo, mismas metas, mismas oportunidades, mismas habilidades, eres tu contra tu, y no tienes que hacer todo YA" creeremos que no, pero si ayuda mucho el callar un poco las voces negativas de tu cabeza y no ser tan cruel contigo mismo, esta bien hacer todo por conseguir lo que queremos, pero a veces ni el mas grande esfuerzo nos lleva a eso de inmediato, se paciente y amable contigo mismo, porque al final del día, solo te tienes a ti, les mando un fuerte abrazo y deseo que febrero sea un mes maravilloso para todos y tu felicidad prevalezca por encima de cualquier cosa 💗
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January, what a month to think about the roller coaster of emotions that even if you are prepared for each one of them, they still cause something in you, there was a bit of everything, mostly I focus only on the positive things, because dragging the negative things I have always felt that does not allow us to move forward, however, they are completely necessary and it is valid to feel them and live them to the fullest, never repress them, or feel bad for those moments where we are not 100%, because life in general is like that, it is not a specific month, it is not a specific day, they are simply things that will always happen and it is part of being and feeling alive.
In January I managed to acquire something that I had always wanted and that I am taking care of as if it were my baby, hehe, we made a change of look that I loved and it was dying my hair copper, I managed to have more discipline in the things that I know, they do me good and help me to always be active (Hive) I started exercising again although I have gone very step by step, I really feel very happy and grateful for everything.
There was something I had to tell myself and I know many needed to hear it at one point and it is "Don't despair, we are starting a year, everything is a process, don't rush or get saturated with everything, always one step at a time, no beginning is completely active and don't compare yourself, because not all of us manage the same time, the same goals, the same opportunities, the same abilities, it's you against you, and you don't have to do everything NOW" we will believe that it is not, but it does help a lot to silence the negative voices in your head a little and not be so cruel with yourself, it is okay to do everything to get what we want, but sometimes not even the greatest effort gets us there immediately, be patient and kind with yourself, because at the end of the day, you only have yourself, I send you a big hug and I wish that February is a wonderful month for everyone and your happiness prevails over anything else 💗