Shit coin status for me after my failure in making any wealth with crypto??
Saturday it is and today I am choosing to do a Caturday post!!
This is also because my cats and other cats have been meaningful creatures in my life.
These days, my human soul at times feels like a shit coin, due to my not having made money being in crypto despite actively being in the field since atleast 2019.
Yup!! I have not made any wealth, like many have and I been working hard studying crypto going as deep as I could. I felt crypto changed my life, because it gave me a purpose, something exciting to engage in. I felt crypto gave me a new start in life where I can earn a name, that I create good crypto content. But, in the end, I feel I am just not capable of anything, just like a shit coin with no prospects and these kind of things make you feel that your life is worthless.
Worst of all, I have failed in doing so many things before, I just have no confidence that I can do anything else also now. Add to this since these 2 years I know nothing else but crypto.
I could have sunk into these thoughts but it so happens something or other keeps happening as if to say, “no, your no shit coin”.
My cats have been crypto cats so often here in Hive
Few days back I expressed these thoughts to someone, an unintended discord friend of mine, who is from another country with completely another culture and he disagreed saying your cats don’t think of you as a shit coin. They definitely think a world of good about you whatever other people around you may think of you!!
My cat stable coins, in the midst of all the messy things in my life
Ofcourse, I have been so crypto crazy I have used my cats to narrate crypto stories. My Garu, started as a young cat here, alluded as a ‘Bitcoin cat with a heart of Bitcoin(gold 2.0)’ and now he is a NFT style BtcSolarCat Garu here, as he always rests in the warm sunshine, I was sure he would favour BTC mined using renewable solar energy power.
Cat Garu's pose shows that he feels very secure
Cat Mochu has also been a part of many of my crypto articles, he was a crypto lawyer in one of my articles where he counter argued crypto naysayers who supported crypto to be cruelly taxed in India in a session in the Indian Parliament.
I never gave up faith in crypto and my prospects of getting somewhere with it even after my Indian government was making things damn hard for Indian crypto investors. It’s only now after a sequence of crashes that I lost hope mainly because I have not played my crypto cards well. It pains, it hurts.
Still I am getting vibes often, sending me across a message that “don’t be silly, you are no shit coin, that term may be applicable to controversial crypto personalities like Do Kwon and Justin Sun, certainly not you”
My Stable coin cats Garu and Mochu always seem to trust me
One thing is, my own cats seem to be stablecoins, not caring a damn about all my failure in not managing to create wealth in crypto.
They still trust me, Mochu nags me early in the morning for food, interrupting my kitchen work and Garu always tussles with me, occupying my computer space, however much I push him off and he ultimately wins. They are stablecoins never seeming to feel I am worthless (however my other family members feel about me).
I had lifted cat Mochu and seated him on the sill for his morning bite of wet food
They are not the only cats that don’t associate me as a loser, Hive’s cat community virtual cat 
Cuddle Kitten's visit to my blog post
I have also had friendly encounters with my flat cats , cat Meow and cat Misty who were frequently featured in my caturday posts. They seem to trust me as well, so they see some good in me surely.
Friendly encounter with cat Meow in my flat garden premises
Flat cat Misty who is friends with a dog
Appreciation from Hive Learners comment curation community
Recently, Hive Learners selected one of my comments on a travel related blog to encourage quality and thoughtful comments. This surprised me that my engagement in Hive is valued. It reminded me of how my travel write ups are generally well received in Hive as well. Infact my travel blogs fetched me better upvotes as compared to my crypto writings!!
I have earned a travel content writer badge in Hive here. This also sent me a message, “no, your no shit coin individual’
Also, most of my content is always upvoted by 
Supporters who keep supporting my writing here with upvotes!!
So, I have a lot of reasons to be grateful, that I have got some support on Hive, from cat community 
Crypto insights from my failed investment journey in Terra assets UST and LUNA was upvoted by them.
I also at times get votes from 
This only makes me feel grateful as I realised I have unintentionally built some followers who read and like my articles. Their support has always been so valuable.
Appreciations from the team of moderators of Parallel Finance deFI app on my articles
I also keep getting appreciated for my writeups on Parallel Finance DEFI app, by the moderator in discort. Last two months I spent most of my Saturdays writing articles on Parallel Finance as a Parallel Finance ambassador spreading the word on it and getting points which will give me rewards later.
So, the article moderator of Parallel Finance is a cat lover too looks like!! with his or her discord name being cryptofluffy cat!!
So, in the end, it apprears that I may not be a shitcoin with so many appreciation having come my way. It’s true I have not made wealth in crypto but I still have good insights on the matter, and I still am acknowledged as a decent crypto content writer.
I rest with this. When I began writing in Steem in 2018 October, I was no crypto writer. Slowly, I was learning about crypto and writing, evolving with experience. My cat blogs someday became well liked by some cat lovers, mainly 
I also got a discord friend 
My discord friend
All this seems like long ago, and feel I blessed with both my cats ,Cat Garu and Mochu as they are doing fine even after these years, cat Garu is now over 5 and a half years old and people call him my first child, and these cats always being there like stablecoins in my life is good enough reason to be grateful. My two warm fur cat buddies are quite decentralised too, having no hard judgements on me.
Other people and creatures see some good in me as well!!
Lastly, one of the persons who is a guardian angel group of people taking care of strays in the area(mostly dogs), said I too am one of the guardian angles caring for stray animals, which is not a tall true but it felt very nice to hear.
Well... give a compliment to a real guardian angel of the street stray dogs and I am told back that I am their guardian angel too, not a tall true!!
I had in 2020, fostered a sweet kitten and found her a good home and that act it appears is still paying me dividends, with someone remembering that and feeling I am guardian angle of stray animals which is not true.
Even so, I made acquaintance with stray friendly puppies that's taken care of by a group of stray animal guardian angels and these puppies innocently run up to me when I greet them and seem to welcome getting petted.
Friendly puppies fed by a stray animal care taken group in my area. I greet them and they eagerly come to get petted, nice creatures!!
There is still some good left in this world to embrace, however bad things are, there is no doubth.
Happy Caturday!!