Hi Hivers!
Good Morning!
I have seen this 30-Day Blogging Challenge going around in Hive, and I have decided to join the fun. I have seen 
If you guys want to join the fun, you can see
Today is day 4 of the challenge
My Life being Single
How do we start this entry? How do we start telling you guys the story about my life being single?.
Unlike others, I do not treat this part of my life as a secret or as a very private matter. Go ahead and ask me, I'm an open book and will tell you everything.
So to start today's entry, I am proudly announcing that I am single(LOL). But it was true, I am single and ready to mingle(HAHAHA). I've been single for 5 years with my very first girlfriend, the one and only person that I have been in relationship with.
So how are you being Single today?
I think I should scratch that question. I couldn't focus on my life being single as it do not have any spark or light as of the moment. I just have a typical single life, no real special person and not in love as we speak(LOL). With this in my mind, I will be talking about my first love and my first (ex)girlfriend.
So should I start telling story about my first love? or about my very first (ex)girlfriend?
Hmmmm, I think I should start with my first love then with my first (ex)girlfriend. My first love was different with my (ex)girlfriend, I have met my first love in high school and my first (ex)girlfriend when I was in college.
It was year 2010 when I first met my first love, she don't stand amongst other girls in my classroom. She was a plain and simple girl, just have a bit of attitude. She kind of argue with all the boys in our section, she was like saying "I'm the Boss"
"She was so annoying"
This is the exact word that I utter to myself the moment I first saw her. She was the exact opposite of me, she was the typical extrovert and I'm an introvert.
Who have taught that she will be the first person that I will love(except for my parents).
The story of her started when she shows interest in me, the time when she admits that she like/love me. From that moment, she started to annoy me, she started to get my attention, she started to know me better. Every single day, she have tried to get close to me and every single day I also keep my distance with her. I have pushed her away everytime she tries to know me better. To cut the story short This is the time when I also fall in love with her, I started falling inlove with her unaware.
I just realize that I have fallen with the girl when she stopped annoying me, when she stopped getting my attention, when she no longer love me.
I will not elaborate the story more as it is not suitable with today's topic
"I will not be a doofus who will make the same mistake twice"
This is what I promised to myself, not to make the same mistake. This is also the reason for having my first girlfriend. Kind of funny because I have escaped the mistake with my first love, but committed another one.
Like my first love, my ex do loved me first. Being afraid to what happened with my first love I have thrown myself into an uncertain relationship. She became my girlfriend despite me not loving her enough, thinking that as time goes by I'll fall inlove with her also.
"That was a bad idea, a real bad one"
I haven't fall inlove with her completely, I haven't got the feelings that I want to feel towards her. I have hurt her, I have hurt her feelings. I do feel sorry for her, but I feel breaking up with her is the right thing to do. I shouldn't continue with that relationship as it would only make my mistake bigger and bigger. I do apologize to her, and promised that from that day I will be making the right and correct decisions that I should have.
This is why I am single for the past 5 years, I do not plan on entering a relationship where I am not sure with what I feel. I will not go in a relationship that could end up me hurting the woman that will love me. I will make myself ready for a relationship and give my best.
In the Future that is...
Hope to see you tomorrow for my new post 😊
To be updated with my entry for this challenge, please visit the links below. I also plan to make weekly posts for this challenge, making the full list of this challenge. Hope to see you in there.
- 30-Day Blogging Challenge Day 1 | Me Being @aguadz
- 30-Day Blogging Challenge Day 2 | 10 Facts About @aguadz
- 30-Day Blogging Challenge Day 3 | What I Miss the Most
[Image gif authorized by
] |  |  |  |  |  |  |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| POSTS | COMMENTS | UPVOTES | RED FISH | PAYOUT | REPLIES | UPVOTED |
POWERED BY
About the Author
An Introvert who uses Steem/Steemit to make a trademark of himself in the blockchain allowing him to stay alive forever.
Consider upvoting, reblogging and follow.
Thanks!