Lately, my world feels so chaotic that I cant even define why exactly I've been feeling that way, I was sad, confused, and I didn't have the energy to talk with my friends. I even got sensitive that even the small acts did annoy me.
But just earlier I had the courage to stay calm and let things flow. I didn't worry about the problems may bring today and tomorrow yet I felt the excitement of what the future's hope may brings.
And the things that help me to stay positive despite of mixed negative emotions is to appreciate what I have, and to find beauty even in a simple things like writing, where I can pour out my thoughts then feels better after, the blue sky which is a simple reminder that everything will be alright, and the sun will surely rise from the east.
And currently, just now, I appreciate my courage to write even though I'm still hurting inside. And above all, my greatest weapon against my negative emotion is praying. It helps me to be calm and put my trust in God's hand.
