Looking for positivity in life could be one of the hardest thing to do, especially when there's a lot of hardships that we have encountered every moment of our life. We never know what life could bring us everyday, we never know what will happen to us when we wake up in the morning, but everything that life could offer us is also one of the best thing that we could ever experience in our existence.
Kon'nichiwa, min'na, I am Bea and for me, in order for us to understand why life is giving us unending battles is just to always look for the bright side of it.
I have experience different kinds of situation in my life that made me happy, cry, brave and strong at the same time. Life always challenge me to do the things that I am afraid of. I always ask myself "Why life gave me such happenings that I've never want?", I was not aware of everything, not until I found out that I, myself could be the reason why this is happening in my life. There are times that I couldn't eat, couldn't get enough sleep, and having no motivation to do anything, for the reason that I am stuck with the thoughts in my head that I couldn't understand.
Losing someone who's important to me and I really love the most was the hardship battle that I've encountered in my life. It's when my Grandma died and I was like carrying all the problems of the whole world. Losing someone who makes your life easier, makes your life brighter, and make your life as wonderful as it is. The time when her life was taken, my life became difficult to deal with, the bright side of my life was also taken and it turns out dark, the wonderful life that I experience with her is now in hideous situation. *Is this really the life that I deserve? *
It's sad, but I don't have the right to complain about everything, maybe it has it's own reason why it happened. Maybe life wants to teach me how to grow without them.
As I grow older, I can now see why everything fall in this kind of situation, I can now figure out why it happened. I make myself brave for whatever may life would give me. I prepared myself for what I would be going through.
Waking up every morning without the person you really love is sad, knowing that you'll never see them anymore, but life is always trying to make us happy despite of those hideous situation that is happening. My heart was really happy when I met those person that gave their time to have fun with me. Those person that I could call my "friends", friends that would be there for you when no one else was, friends that will make time to talk with you about everything in life, friends that you can call when you are feeling down, and friends that have when you laugh and cry in every moment of you life.
This is life, it could be tough, but sometimes it could give us the happiness that we deserve. We never know what life could give us today, tomorrow, and always. It depends to us on how we are going to deal with the game of life.
As I learned from life, I could say that if we want to look for the positivity in life, we must always look for the bright side of it. We must move on in the bad situation and focus to what would be the better one that's coming. We have to just deal with it and look forward for the better days.
Meeting new people in life is a good start of making life to be better, as I join one of the organization in our school, I met new people which is my colleagues, that make me realize how life could be hard, but we always have to deal with it and let go of what's bad and welcome those good happenings.
I was amaze when they introduce to me this kind of platform, in which I can enhance my skills in writing and reading. I became interested and excited, for the reason that I can also share my life experiences, and will also share my travels in different places in our province. Thank you, to 
