In the end, you'll realize the best thing in life is not something you can touch, but something you can feel. –Pinterest
Good day hive!!! You 
My grandfather was passed away this January 22, 2024 at the age of 71. He died cause of Kidney Disease.
At January 20, he was playing his favorite songs and after few minutes my tatay (grandfather) was announcing to his sounds that he will need a help. When the neighbors was heard to his announce, they directly go to my tatay's house. And he said he felt a sevier illness of his stomach. And their neighbors called us that our tatay will go in the hospital.
Then at the hospital, he checked by the doctor's and said he was fine. The cause of illness is "inotong" or we just say that he hold it with force. It is why his stomach was aching and going to hard. Then the doctor again said that he will need to pee and then they can go back home.
At the next day January 21 2024, he felt again what he felt last day. And the siblings of my nanay was decided to admit tatay in the hospital. And my nanay was volunteer that she will guard to tatay and she will buy what medecine was needed.
January 22 2024 at 1 midnight, my brother was told us about the situation of our tatay. And he said that our tatay was really struggling in breathing. The doctor and the nurses was doing their best. But sadly my tatay was surrender.
I woke up at 5AM and seeing the message of my brother, I can't really stand. And only I could do is to cry silently. I can't cry to loud because our grandmother was on our house. And we can't tell her what was the update, because she is always panicking. And my nanay's brother was told us that they will ask to our grandmother what was happening if they will at already home. And that day was our examination day. On our examine, I can't really focus on answering the test paper. All I do is to smile everybody even it was too painful inside.
And then every night we were going to their house to attend the prayer. It was not easy to travel to their house because the road was not fully cement. We need to travel every night to attend it. We can't stay there at night because we have a lot of things to do in our house. I have still a lot of school works to do. And another reason why I can't stay their because the cignal is so slow. I can't search the other homework that I've been struggle.
January 26 2024 the last night of our prayers. Since it was a last night a lot of people was attended. I was not expected that a lot of people will attend at that night.
And it was traditional in province that at night their were people was playing a Card's, Bingo and other more.
Since I don't know how to play those games. So this is I do, a palm leaves flower. A lot of palm leaves was still unused (because the other people was making a hanging rice) so I used it. Soon I will make another blog how to make that palm leaves to flower.
And then we saw this beautiful big butterfly. The color was orange and it was really big.
Time pass by, at 2:30 PM we are going to church and the mass was started at 4:30+ PM.
That is all the people who was attended to my grandfather's for his last day.
That is the reason why the mass was out of time. When we arrive at the church, their was still a wedding. And they spend too much time in taking a picture.
The mass was started at 5:20 PM. But it is still the sun was still shining. It was a very fast because we have still a little time because the place was soon getting dark.
And this is my grandmother was shaking and crying. And then we light a candle (one candle each to the people who attended).
And then the last part, we finally arrived in the cemetery and it was going to dark. As you can see a lot of people was attended.
And all you can hear is the crying of the people.
Our grandfather and our grandmother was one of the people who was respected to the people in their place. A lot of people was shock specially me. Imagine he don't tell us about the pain he felt all the time. And you will get a message at early in the morning that your grandfather was passed away, it has so much pain of mine. But now I feel much more better.
Thank you for all the memories we have my tatay. And I'm proud that I'm your grandson. Guide us always we will all love and we all miss you. I will never forget your kindness.