I hate the feeling of abandonment after school hours when I have to go back to my house where the reality of life happens.

Literally me during my teens, when my school is my safe haven while our home is like a prison. Hahhh! I can very much relate to you, I know what you're feeling too. It's hard no? But we don't have a choice but to embrace it, move forward and be okay. If friends doesn't exist, pano nalang tayo?

Still you are brave, you are doing everything you can to be the real you. I hope you continue being optimistic in this lifetime. Fighting! ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ