Love is beautiful but could be the worst thing that can happen to you if the one you desire doesn't feel the same way towards you, unfortunately out of millions of people, the heart tends to grow fond of the one who is not interested in us, it is heart wrecking, thinking about it is excruciating...
It was a cold night, could not feel the presence of family and friends around me, the only thing i could feel was my heart in deep pains, i could only think of the one my heart yearns for, dinner was served, it looks sumptuous but as i was about taking a spoon, i was flooded with her memories again, lost appetite and tears flow freely down my cheeks, the hotness of the tears burns through my skin and my eyes was hurting but i don't care, rejection hurt more!
I have never felt so lonely, i could not bear to tell any one what my heart is going through, climbed unto the bed and pretend to sleep while i drench the pillow with my sorrowful tears, God took pity on me and i slept for few hours, dream is better than reality and i never want to wake up but then unfortunately i did in the middle of the night, just as if her memories was haunting me, i remembered her again! it was as if my heart wanted to burst, i rushed out of the room and went to sit quietly at the balcony
Just me alone, sitting outside on a cold night, i was able to cry to my heart content, there was no one to comfort me, i remember the sweet memories, when she used to be my best friend, we do all things together, walk the street together and stay together so late in the night, those happy memories only make me cry more!
Amidst it all, i never blame her or hate her for rejecting me, all on my mind was what i did wrong, what could i have said that made her reject me, probably i didn't ask her out the right way, or i asked her out too early? all doesn't matter anymore, i just want to forget her and stop feeling this pains, i am losing my mind...... Help!
