It was my biggest mistake to try to do something I wasn't interested in and I was never satisfied with that. But what I am interested in doing it gives me temporary happiness. Actually, when I share my thoughts with others, I don't get good feedback from them. That's why I lost interest in doing this.

But now I realize I can't concentrate on my work for others. So I decided I'd do what I could to get satisfied. And this time I will think more deeply and hopefully I will be able to reach my goal. Thank you for advising me. Today I am really encouraged and I understand that I should do what I like..