I wish I could freeze the moment!
No, not this messy one. But there happen so many things about my son, it makes me feel like, why they are growing so fast!!
Every little thing he learns, everything small thing he tries to do, how he replicate us; fills my heart.
Motherhood is an awesome journey. But yes, we also feel exhausted. There are many ups and downs in our emotions. But that doesn't make us feel and love anything less for our child.
And you better know, this is not just me. Every parent also feels the same.
I sometimes wonder, if I write a book about my emotions about motherhood; maybe there will be a thousand of story. Everything about me, how motherhood changed me, and how I try my best to make my son a better human.
Regular picture of my son's room.
But these will be very common stories...
What will not be so common is the untold emotions of a mother.
No one loves to talk about how a mother feels, how sometimes she feels like she is losing herself. No, I'm not just talking me. But who knows what they have gone through or maybe still going can know what I'm talking about.
It's hard to explain what hormones can do to our body, how it makes us feel emotionally, mentally and physically as well. The enormous effort a mom has to put to raise a child is nothing compared to anything.
No, not her breastfeeding struggle, not her 'common' sacrifices. But it's more about, how a woman evolves when she becomes a mom. Sometimes it's hard to accept the 'new me' situation.
But the smile of our child makes us forget about everything and heals our soul.
Maybe the paycheck!
A big hug to all the mom out there doing their best.
