Where would we be without our mothers? Who knows.
I remember when i was a child and the moment i realised how much i love my mum, it was at a fairground, i was in the que for a ride and the ticket guy said i had to get a ticket from the office before i could go on, so my mum ran to the office and got the ticket, and on i went, during the time it took for my mum to get the ticket some of the other passengers started moaning about me (i was a 10 year old kid) and that my mum should have got a ticket before i had got in the que, i realised then my hatred for the general populous and my love for my mum.
All the times my mum has helped me throughout my life, all the times i've let her down. I wish i could take it all back, start again, but this is not possible, i can only try my best to restore my karma with my mum and do my very best from the present unto the future.
I do hope, if you've lost your mum, know she is still with you.
All the times my mum would wait up till 2am to make sure i got home and hadn't passed out in a ditch, the worry i've put her through, i do hate myself for it, but i didn't know at the time, perhaps that's what growing up is all about, the realisation that you hurt the people that love you more than the ones that hate you.
This song i wrote for my mum one mothers day.
Lyrics are as follows:
I love my mum
I know i can do no wrong
I don't mind losing the race
She'd be there cheering me on
The old photo's tell a story
I like to hear
She'd do everything for me if she could
But i won't let her
The old photo's tell a story i like to hear
Whenever i messed up
She'd be there for me
I'd make her an un-drinkable tea
And she'd say it was perfect
Whatever i did
She'd say it was meant to be
And if i were to go
It'd be her i want to see
I love my mum
I know i can do nothing wrong
I don't mind losing the race
She'd be there cheering me on
And the old phot's tell a story i like to her
I love my mum, i'll do no wrong
She'd say you've given it your best
And that's all you can do
The rest is easy
If you always stay true to you
I love my mum
I know i can do no wrong
I don't mind losing the race
She'd be there cheering me on
