UNSTOPPABLE: A New Phase Of My Life

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I have been away from Hive for a while now, I have been facing lots of crises as I have had to deal with my mental health, school work, and lots of things. I realized I couldn’t do everything with Hive inclusive as when I joined I wanted to put myself out to a new world but turns out I couldn’t face it and I had to deal with everything.

It wasn’t easy though. I decided that I was going to come back to Hive because writing has been something that helped me get over my anxiety and stress. I think being back on Hive I can manage everything going on and how it would help.

I have been walking on the street of Hive and I must say there have been lots of new things and new people as well since the last time I was here and honestly, it is great being back. I have faced lots of crises, and at a point, I lost interest in writing or anything at all. I became a shadow of myself but music has been my therapy. I am a lover of music and it has helped me go through my depressed phase. I am not fully healed but at this point, I am ready to face my fears.

I have lots of favorite songs as music became my therapy. Many songs I listened to were depressing songs but I tried to break free from them and listen to things that would light up my spirit. It appears that those songs have been helping me as I sing along and shout at the top of my voice. More like a motivational line.

My favorite song is Unstoppable by Sia. This song makes it easy for me to go through everything I go through. The sad memories and every stress. At a point, I felt I needed a therapist as I thought I was having suicidal thoughts and anxiety but this song keeps playing in my head. I am getting better now and I am unstoppable.

I am starting my journey on Hive again and I am unstoppable this time. I am going to go through everything and I will come out strong because I am unstoppable and according to Sia, I am a powerful young woman and I am so confident. I am strong and don’t need batteries to stay strong.

When I was going through this crucial phase, music was my therapy, I had to stay away from friends and anything fun as I did not want to bring on negative energy. I regret doing that but I needed to stay sane. I am not completely sure of myself but Sia’s song makes me feel I am a powerful young girl and I just need to go through this as it is just a phase.

It feels good to be back on Hive and this time I hope I don’t run away but stay around to share my thoughts and opinions about certain things in life. I am Unstoppable this time.

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