Have you ever looked at yourself and felt pity?
I believe I can do great things but due to fear of failure it's pushing me back to my full potential I believe I can be as great as any man in this world because even at this age I can't stop 🛑 working I don't even love work but it's automatic or it's like a robot 🤖 that works and learns as it goes on.
- On the way home
But I pity myself I haven't reached the potential that I could achieve what can I do to improve?
Time is running out and I'm still stuck in this loop ➰➿ the silence 🤐 is like my ending if my story ends now I'm not proud of anything that I left I won't leave much too I left nothing yeah people will say I leave some not like others I don't care what others do I know I did a lot to get what I gained.
- Hudayriyat Abu Dhabi UAE
But if my story is ending I wanna give more at least I can give one person a lifetime of wealth at least one so they don't suffer and they do as they please not living in constant fear on a daily basis trying to find opportunities trying to find a way out from the hell I created for them or the hell they created for themselves.
Most journeys are in the mind it's sad I did a lot but most of my journey is in the mind it took more than 10 years in my head to make me realize I can control it I always thought it was doomed but here I am making things happen for others of course.
A lot of the new generation said nothing matters we are just a fluke nah even if it's true. Meaning can be created from one self it doesn't need outside interference but most people do need guidance from holy books 📚 to have meaning to live.
It's been awhile since I have time to wonder the mind after the 15 hour shift I guess the mind starts to wonder if it needs to be tired to wonder if I guess it's interesting am I myself if I'm tired? Or that myself was not the real me to begin with? Well I'm sure at this point 👉 some of the readers like wtf is this sicko talking about ??? Haha 😂😂😂
For me to be yourself is to be honest with everything you do and say that is your true self your true self is not predictable but it sure is honorable one because you're the truth because your mouth speaks truth and truth only. yes it is true others can't destroy your image by lying and manipulating like a snake 🐍 but it doesn't even matter because liars get caught they always do even when they fabricated the truth because liars and stealers can't have a peaceful life because they are not peaceful themselves.
They do not appreciate the truth I guess the rise of the liars is growing at a fast pace well they did say this is signs of the end of the world 🌍 we never know we will not know until it actually happened I don't want to say something that I am unsure of just a theory but it does seem to be the case like I said we never know.
Anyway my mind is becoming quite dark there it's time to sleep 💤 good night everyone.
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