Hmm 🤔 problems after problems but seems like I get a hang of it by finding a solution to every problem I had
Problems = solutions to me these days. There is one video I saw on Instagram a guy standing shouting and screaming because he was hurt 🤕 and the next version of him after he is being hurt so many times he is numb and even smiled at the person who destroyed them.
This video reminds me a girl I used to know she was kind of weird but a good person no doubt. She touched my ear 👂 and there is a sudden shock on her face I asked why she said I can read you now she said then she proceed by saying that I will never love anyone again even if I think I love them it's empty my heart is like stone 🪨 or something she said
Nothing can make me love again. I asked her how do you know this just by touching my 👂 ear? She gave me an annoying answer which I hate the most she said I can't tell you. I just walk up and left the house I don't trust people who don't answer my question honestly.
The next girl I met was even weirder but she had kind heart most of the women I was with are wonderful only 2 or 3 of them was hell to be with. Well this kind lady she said she went to her friend to analyze me. I said what you mean by that? She said that my friend can read a person by looking at their pictures I said ok another magic 🪄✨ magic show lol 😂 she said yeah i just said ok let's hear it if it's true.
She said this man do care for you but he doesn't love you fully because he cannot open himself to anyone but he is a good man also don't make him angry it's dangerous other than that if you take care of him well he will treat you with love and kindness.
Well...... I don't know what to say I never even met this lady and she described me perfectly but I didn't know that I am unable to love only few years ago I found out which well doesn't effect how I am at all I guess I am what I am what else can I do? Maybe I can change it I believe in change I changed so much that I can't read my old post without feeling disgusted.
I guess that's all for today my bus almost arrive my humble room. I wonder 🤔 how long do I have to live like this lets see how it goes. Take care and keep safe readers always a pleasure to have you reading these thoughts 💭 of mine.
- All pictures is from Hudayriyat Island 🏝️ Abu Dhabi UAE.
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