Hello everyone! I'm back for yet another Three Tune Tuesday 😏. This is week 35 and today, dear reader, I'll keep this post short as I find myself with very low energy and mood... Maybe I'll talk about it someday or maybe not...

There's just too much going on in my life right now that is changing my point of view in many aspects. And that may come with more conflict rising as I push through being more true to myself 😩.

Lately I've been a bit obsessive with cleaning up and organization, building some new furniture, and now realize that's my way of running from some feelings that I think my mind is screaming at me. Since I can't seem to organize or let those feelings be I try to organize everything else around me... And then, afterwards I say I'm super tired and I think "of course, you just spended 3 hours reorganizing your dinner room". Is it really? Or I'm tired from these emotions dragging me down because I'm running away from them?

But, dear reader, I'm getting ahead of myself and I really don't feel like letting go on words today... Just want to stay in bed, watching some netflix and listening to some sad music. I hope you understand 🙏

The Three Tune Tuesday idea was created by Hive account@ablaze and as he explains it 👇

The jist is as follows

Every Tuesday I'm going to share 3 songs which I like to listen to and I invite your feedback in the comments below. Better still, why not have a blast of your own Three Tune Tuesday and mention me in the post and I'll come and find the post and upvote it. It'll be a sweet way for us all to discover new music. You'll also be in with a chance of winning a prize.

So with that being said, today I'm going to share with you, dear reader, my 3 favourite songs by System of a Down. I've listen to a lot of them in my late teen years plus with Spliknot, Iron Maiden, Metallica, Nirvana and also Muse.

I really had a heavy metal and rock phase as I've mentioned it before in some comments with Hive account@ablaze. When I think of it, it was a really angry and self-discovering phase a bit like now really 🤔.

My boyfriend at the time just had broken up with me and it was quite a long relationship. The first love, the one you think will be forever with your highschool sweetheart 😂. Of course at that time I thought it was the end of the world and I was really a co-dependent type in the relationship.

So, listening to heavy metal and rock music gave me that power to endure that difficult time. Keeping my mind busy and letting go all the anger. Today I'll just leave here my 3 song recommendation with the lyrics on the video and just let the tunes and words speak for itself. Hope you enjoy 😌

Dear reader, here we go 🤘

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