another lonely night ashamed
another window without a view
another damn cold night, winter sky
another night i'm without you...
and it's so hard to be everything
and it's so hard to be near you
so i'll just find myself in a crowded room
where i can be nothing
another night and i'm here drinking
i chase it down with the rain
but nothing seems to make me numb anymore
and there's no cure for this pain
and it's so hard to be everything
and it's so hard to be near you
so i'll just find myself in a crowded room
where i can be nothing
everyone has their demands
and i have my own
i just want the ones that i love to be happy
but that means that i'm left here alone
and it's so hard to be everything
and it's so hard to be near you
so i'll just find myself in a crowded room
where i can be nothing
*so i'm still going through old recordings, obviously. this one has taken one a new life to me after today. honestly, this song was written about nothing and that's always been the joke: well, to me at least, it's about something now. i'm fed the fuck up. perhaps i'll have more to say about it tomorrow.
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