I'm really a fuckup of the family Along with my brother. He can do a lot too. But it is also our generation that has been ruined with countless cutbacks and opportunities that have disappeared. And in the end if you want to make something of your life you really have to do something for it yourself. But as long as there is a will, there is a way. I've tried everything from forklifts to chemical industry as a safety guard. But after my dad's death. I became a carer for my mother. but she for me too. But now things are working. I am cautiously looking for a better future. not that I'm bad now. But I spend too much time at home and am fairly isolated. And that's not good for a person. And because of that I smoke a lot of weed. then I'm done and I don't do that much anymore. I still try to be creative but that is not always easy. It's not that I want to complain. But sometimes you're just empty. and it's not in it. And other times it will come naturally. And sometimes it seems like a lot until you read it yourself. But none of that matters. This is my blog and there you can.😋

wish everyone a nice sunday. I'm going to go to bed. I smoked a lot of weed again. And I will sleep well. I do plan to change course this week. And only smoke in the evening. A little more balance would be good. I say that whem I'm real high. But doing it also asks dicepsline. And that's what I'm going for this week. LOL😁🤘

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