Meanwhile...

I took a stroll around the lawn soaking up the last sunbeams and Vitamin D. The urge to ease my mind is strong lately. Too much stuff going on suddenly. I started school again and to get up like 0545 is a nightmare for me. But not only that. Suddenly I find myself sitting in a class for 8h instead of doing my thing. At the age of 41 things are not as easy anymore lol.

Besides struggling to find a rhythm in school I still have all my other stuff going on. In addition I loaded more work on my shoulders by helping out another neighbor who asked for weekly help. The kids project is still under construction and it seems like if everything takes way more time than anticipated. Financially it puts me under pressure and what was supposed to be safe by September is still having a looming question mark circling above it.

Ain't that pretty? Little grasshopper eased my mind. You know what I was thinking lately? That I want the lockdown back. Just because I find myself having less time for myself again.

What's up with us humans? We get caught up in useless matters. We are annoyed by social pressure that we ourselves can only overcome with a lot of courage and strength. We forget so quickly what it actually means to live when we rush after the social pressure.

Fascinating.

I wonder if this little guy is having issues like that? Does he wonder which car to sell for how much or why he spends 8h listening to someone who is as catching as a fly swatter with a hole in it? I doubt it. Look at his eyes, he's rolling them like if he was saying'...WTF is wrong with you people...'