So, I think I might have decided to be on a writing streak, although I am worried in advance about what to come up with every single day. However, on days I don’t have something precise to talk about or a prompt to jump on, I would basically just rant and journal my thought process, like I’m doing today. I think that should work, right?
I went on social media today and saw a lot of people starting their content creation journey. I didn’t know most of them, but I was really proud of those strangers and I hope they stay consistent. The hype that actually comes with a new year is real. People like to start new chapters and work on things concerning themselves. Some even model a brand new life for themselves, and it’s fascinating. While it can be a great motivation for many and actually help them make the most of the year, for others, it might just be about the hype and energy the year starts with.
Talking about myself, I have so much I want to do, but right now, I am genuinely not moved by the whole “new year” energy. I am still processing it all and trying to move at my own pace without being pressured. I want to start content creation, and I also want to restrategize my business. These need proper planning, and honestly, I have other things on my plate that would make me easily overwhelmed if I try to process everything at once.
There is a side gig I am working on, and I am also trying to acquire a digital skill, and all these take my time. I just need to breathe, calm down, and make my plans. And I will. I genuinely have to make the most of this year and the rest of my life. Life is short, and I want to live it without regrets. I don’t want to get old and reminisce about the chances I wish I took but didn’t, or think about a life I could have had but didn’t. I want to be that person who goes after what they want, no matter what.
It can sometimes be demotivating to put your heart into something and not get the desired result. That has happened to me a couple of times. This almost made me give up on everything, but I am glad I am still here, willing to try again until I get it right.
I also have plans to move out of my parents’ house this year, hopefully in the first quarter. I am working on that, and I hope I achieve it. Having my own personal space would mean everything. I get to decide what to do with my time, and I get to have alone time often. If you ask me, I would tell you how much I actually can’t wait. I also realized that I find it hard to create video content when people are around me. I don’t know if I should work on it, or if I should look forward to being in a place where I can comfortably create content with no one around.
Well, well… see you tomorrow.