My eyeballs got suntanned. I'm sure of that. I worked day-shift the last couple of days in scalding summer heat without sunglasses or cap. My bad. At one point we had over 40 C. That day I sweat so much it blinded me so I had to pull over every so often.
I'm sure I suntanned my eyeballs. Since that day I have scratchy eyes.
Life doesn't always work the way you want.
Fancy plans and expectations also does not work. Take my fitness program. It came down to doing the exercises I decided I chose and keeping at it until I either can't move, throw up or the pain starts. Just be stubborn and do it whether I feel like it or not. I know, my doctor wont agree but I love her anyway.
That's the way life goes. or mine goes anyway. I live. I do. learn.
I learnt one thing though. About the Empath thing. I stopped trying to explain it, especially to the people closest to me. It seems most people just don't understand. Their eyes are closed and it will stay that way. Its like they are trying to understand something that don't exist. The truth I have to accept, to most people it doesn't. It's physically not possible to experience someone else's emotions. End of story.
I understand that. It's exactly what I felt like the first time life really drove it home. It took days to just get a grip on the concept even after I lived it.
That's it on that subject matter then. I would have loved it if every one who are important to me understood why I am not just weird. I'll get over it. Maybe I'll tell you a tale or two sometime but for now I'll give it a rest.
The best for me is to just calm down. Enjoy the next breath. Live life. and hope to meet Sarah in person some day.
In case you are wondering about the cover picture. It just reminded me so much of me, my life and my family. Couldn't resist it.
Thank you for reading this far. I admire your patience. Thank you for your support.