at home after spending more hours of the day at work than being at home and even when I'm at home there's only one way or another I'm trying to continue the side hustle like here to help myself grow and save something to see a change in lifestyle that is
Supposed to occur when you're being consistent but is it even true? I've started having second thoughts on "consistency" leads to success or it plays any role in it.
Wish I Could...
I've started to realise the time is slipping out of my hand and nothing that I thought would work is going as it should.
The regrets are adding up everyday and it's like a big pile now if I talk about what I've did in these last 5 years.
All I got is regret pilled up like it's one giant mountain on me and I'm getting buried beneath it.
Nevermind, these are the kind of things you'd hear a person say when that person spend a week doing night shifts.
I hate it when night shift
I've been employed, unemployed but what's really worst in between this was the time when I had to do night shift like seriously I'd pay to do work at morning but won't do night shift for a gazillion dollar cause it's not worth it.
You'll have an absolute shitty schedule, won't get enough sleep since you're awake all night and sleeping all day and that day time sleep isn't as better and healthy as compared to one you get at night.
The work takes over your mind like it'll comprise you to the point where you're doing work even while sleeping in that dream.
That's what night shift do to you and what's really worse is that night shift gets all the blame even though they do 99% of the work and morning team just come and go about their day on time.
No overtime?
The thing that sucks here is there's no overtime at all like most workplaces won't give any overtime
Even though you're doing more than 10 hours a day at work while your duty should be over after 9 hrs shift.
They don't have overtime yet closing team is supposed to stay more than 11 hours just to make sure everything is done the right way so that morning team could come and sit on their ass all day long without doing anything.
It was all sunshine and rainbows as long as I was doing morning shift but the moment that night one happened it's been hell of a ride like can't find time and balance in this life, can't see family even though living in the same home cause they're at work while I'm sleeping and I'm at work while they're at home.
Pretty much sums up everything and why mostly closing team is always tired. I'm not a quitter so I won't quit but I'm a complainer and I'll continue to do so and rant further. Wonder if you've been through it or a similar situation? Do share your thoughts in the comments.