Hello, my dearest hive friends. I hope everyone's doing well, and to my fellow Cebuanos who also experienced the earthquake, I hope you are all safe.
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☹️ Currently Lost: A Confession of Someone Still Figuring Life Out ☹️
When I was still in elementary, I was really sure that I would want to become a teacher or an accountant. But as I grew up, surrounded by so many teachers in our family. I realized that i probably couldn't handle being a teacher. Their workload is so heavy and everything they do is repetitive. I'm not downgrading the teaching profession, just that for someone like me who doesn't want to be stuck in the same routine, I would easily get bored. I know all jobs can be repetitive but I don't think I can teach every single day and repeat the same lesson again every year with different students.
As for accounting, they discouraged me from pursuing it because he said salary is low. And as someone who usually chooses practicality over passion, I eventually let go of my dream of becoming an accountant.
I also remembered wanting to become an architect but then I realized that I don't even know how to draw. HAHAHA.
During my junior high school days, I was so sure that I wanted to become an engineer because they said that engineering is pure math and I really love solving math problems. But they did not tell me that it also involves physics and I have a love-hate relationship with physics. I want to become an engineer to have that Engr. Khirstine on my name.
Now that I am applying for college applications, I am torn between teaching ang engineering. I chose teaching again because that's the course that my family can afford. There's only one school who offers engineering fo free and I really want to pass the entrance exam ang the interview in that school.
MANIFESTATION
I will pass the CTU and CNU entrance exam for Mechanical Engineering and BSEd Mathematics.
I will pass the CTU and CNU interview for Mechanical Engineering and BSEd Mathematics.
I will pass every entrance exam and interview that I will take for college applications.
I will be a mechanical engineer/teacher someday.
I will graduate with a latin degree.