These days I wonder how cursed I am. A few days in a row, nothing is going fine in my life. There are problems in every aspect of my life that I feel like " when it rains it pours".
I was expecting May to be relatively decent. Perhaps life is trying to give me the closing lesson of my 23 as I am turning 24 in next 3 days. But for real, I am tired with many things at the moment.
I am beyond exhausted.
Perhaps, it's really the time to start something new and work on the goals that I've always wanted and put on hold. Recently, I am also reminded by my grandma and my mom that " you should never listen to anyone. "
It's a simple advice that is hard to follow. I also give that advice to anyone who is doubting of their skills and confidence. But I know first hand that acting it out is difficult. So, that's the thing. Saying things is easier than done.
Today I woke up at 6 PM and now it is officially 12 hours since I woke up. I am trying to fix my sleep schedule by going to bed at around 8 or 7 PM tonight.
In the meantime, I am trying to create schedule moving forward as I want to track my time, nutrition, and nootropics intake again. So, I am trying my best to keep myself up until 6 PM or 7 PM then I can sleep for about 8-9 hours. Wish me luck!
