Have fun, enjoy your vacation!

Said people who don’t know that there is no vacation in my life. Even I think, regular people have vacation more than I do because on the day hat is marked red all year, I still don’t have any holiday. Sure, I might visit exotic location but that does not mean I am on vacation. At some point during the day/evening I am glued to the screen and more than regular people do. They say, work hard play hard, that’s how I chose my life to be. If I wanted to forget work, I can’t. The thing is, I am not and will never be, unless I have a sugar daddy. But even if I have a sugar daddy, I would still work and can’t stop thinking about all the things I have to.

Isn’t it terrible? Don’t you feel missing out?

I honestly don’t. It’s pretty cool that I can sustain my life this way, visiting many places, meeting many people, no toxic work environment , and occassionallly at the expense of some postponed things, I could have fun like other people do. In fact, I think at my age, I should work harder and build more connection that would determine my next 10 years. Everyday, I sit with people in their late 20’s to 30’s who have things figure out and they could work from anywhere. I want to be like them who are confident in saying things they do and finally at the point where they can balance their life. I even met those people who are still starting over. Those people gave me a hope; hat even if you fuck up, you can start everything from scratch.

There isn’t a day I feel missing out since essentially, I still experience life just at my own pace. Sometimes, I learn more by not indulging myself in fun. But at the same time, fun things in life also taught me one lesson or two. It’s all about balance and moderation.

A day in my life living in Bali

Like I mentioned many times, Bali offers many activities to do. So, a day in my life these days is no different than some days in another places. But the variation lies that I go to co-working and also explore some temples when I am in the mood and when I actually want to go. Then, I would go to the co-working space and stayed up until about 1 AM from then on, I would go to sleep and the day repeats. In fact, I have a better way to stay away from my laptop more than if I was staying at my own place. In my own place because I often have nothing to do during the day and it doesn’t get me tired enough, I would still up until 2 Am and hardly stopped. So, in a way, Bali has given me more balanced life than I actually did back home or even years ago.

	Mac is a jack of all trades. A typical introvert in love with literature, books, technology and philosophy. She is also so into nootropics, productivity, minimalist lifestyle, cybersecurity, and languages. Other than that, she is passionate about cooking and traveling. In her free time, she enjoys learning various things. If you like her content, don't hesitate to upvote, leave a comment or a feedback. A re-blog is also appreciated.