Laughing before then all of a sudden your mood changed into been sad without you figuring what could have been the reason, have you ever been in that situation before or think doing the good thing suddenly might change the other way round? That is what happened to me recently and till this present moment, i have been trying to know the cause but every of my effort in trying to do that always result in another blur thinking but i believe one day i will be able to find answer to it.
Living in a place where there is no stability of anything. One day you are in a state where you will think you have gotten it all and another day it is looking as if everything is so hard and no solution to solve any problem that might have arise. Now one of the frustration that i might have which i think was one of the reason for the sudden change in mood is the issue of the electricity. I am the type of person that believe as a graduate the next thing to so after serving your fathers land is to get a good job and actually set up yourself but that is a lie here because everything sound so easy through saying.
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I studied Agricultural and bio resources engineering in the university and to all my stay in the tertiary institution i have the believe that there is no way I wont get a job after i finish the course of study but i failed to learn from those who have graduated before. After graduating, i was able to realize that it is not so. I graduated and the next thing that came to mind is having a digital skills which is one of this online courses and master it then start applying for job remotely instead of doing a long search you can start applying at the comfort of your home.
So i saw a particular job that wanted to get someone whose line is what I learnt but after getting the whole pass i was declined just because of electricity and why is that, the area which i just moved into do not always have a constant power supply which they can go two weeks without having electricity and come to think of it, how can working remotely be so good here without electricity for a company that will always want your availability and currently there is no generator to power the house which i was thinking the job will surely create opportunity for me to get it but in a situation like this I dont think working remotely can be considered in a place with no electricity.
And come to think of it remote work is the best for me if i will say but detriment is not allowing it work out well so the best option i have now is to find a way to get the generator so i can actually start applying again for a remote job and i believe it is going to work out well. This factor wont make one be so happy thinking about all this situation