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I grew up in a house hold where our parents are busy with work.I am the middle among my siblings and I watched how my big brother and sister leave the house to chase their dream. So I was left with my younger brother since my parents are also at work,they are just home during weekends.
I am still learning in life yet I have to teach and discipline my younger brother.I have to be matured and to step up not because I want to,but because I have to.I learned house hold chores and budget money at an early age.
My childhood memory was memorable yet a tough one.When I was in my elementary days everytime our teacher held a meeting I always envy does students who had their parents during their meeting.All of my elementary and highschool days I can count the number of times my parents attended the meetings and my father was always the one who showed up.I remembered my mother only went to our school once for me and once for my older sister.But they always make time to be present every school year ends where recognition is held in our school.
Among my siblings I was the hard one and has a strong personality yet a cry baby who clings to her father everytime life is getting hard.I am always soft when it comes to my family.
I felt sorry for my brother the guilt in me is always there.Eversince my brother started schooling,I was always there beside him teaching and guiding him.I don't want my brother experience what we've experience.
Now my siblings are chasing their dreams and I am also starting my college journey.I wanted to enter the school where I want to but I am holding back because how could I leave my brother alone?
But despite of our situation I never questioned my parents.I know they are also having a hard time and they sacrifice a lot for us.They may not be there but they never failed to shower us with love.They always make time every weekend even though work exhaust them.
Growing up,I became a people pleaser.I am always available to the people that sorrounded me,I always make time everytime they asked me a favor.I always wanted to be there for them as much as I could.
I don't know how and when this kind of trait come out.But I guess,my experience in life leads me to what I am today.