This is part III, in a series starting with Part I and drum roll... Part II
In case you still wondered:
No, I'm not.
but I like the title and as holds true for many of us, I tend to be hard on myself and question myself, all the time way too often.
In fact, I intentionally waited an extra day, before posting again.
I could have posted yesterday but I don't need to prove myself.
Today, near the end of the afternoon, the weather was stunning and I had to go out, to soak up some natural vitamin D.
After a short walk, I stopped to enjoy the view and to look at the grazing, multi-colored sheep, ( all of us ) happy with the nature and the state of the land, that is far from dry for this time of the year.
A month or two ago, this field consisted of mere sand and - at the time - I felt sorry for the animals. Now its lush and green and the critters are happy and healthy.
In the last couple of days, I have had plenty of time to think and it made me realize that I want to focus even more on writing, without necessarily needing to post daily or even having to work on the project that I started on at the end of the Summer ( The Monster of Disco ).
In fact, I feel I can write whatever I want.
If you know me by now, forcing things is not my style.
It's not creative, it's not natural, it's not intuitive.
And I prefer the aforementioned energy.
In other words, perhaps it's time to take another path, once again, temporarily or not.
I feel like traveling.
I plan to go to The Netherlands, for Christmas and probably New Year, which will be the first time I'll be there ( that time of the year ) since 2018.
I am considering to travel more, afterwards, but time will tell.
It's also time to move out of my apartment, at the 1st of February.
That is, if I don't want to rent this place another year ( and no, I don't want to do that ).
So, it's time to move again, preferably to a place nearby, not an apartment, with at least a little garden and more peace and quiet and a (mountain?) view.
Perhaps even house sitting or in a caravan?
I feel like being more flexible, once again, not just in my creative process.
Where it would be 'natural' to slow down, this time of the year, at the start of Winter, I feel like speeding up, moving more, doing more but - very important - in a spontaneous way,
by listening to my intuition, as much as I can.
TO BE CONVINUED...
P.S. I was writing about other things, then lost a couple of 100 words and then these words started pouring out. I've got way more to say but not today ;<)
All pictures were taken by me, close to my current apartment. The last one in my street. I wish I had that view from my windows and that it was as quiet as on the pictures but alas. That's one of the reasons why I feel like moving house, once again. ;<)