As a fellow creative and highly sensitive soul, I can relate to this easily. I get you, you're not alone. I suggest watching the videos / listening to the podcast of my friend Hive account@clareartista , if you aren't already doing so.

I just reblogged her latest talk on art, creativity, healt and so much more.
In fact, I am listening to it right this moment.

Sending you creative vibes and a hug from Portugal!