So this is it?
This is what losing stuff feels like? It's terrible I must say, really heartbreaking.
Who sheds tears over lost files? Certainly me.
I am that person who cries over really important stuff I lose, it makes me go crazy, losing stuff like my school materials, notes, scarf, documents, my personal belongings. I just get all sad and pained about them.
But I never thought that losing my backup files could sadden me this much to the point of crying over it.
I literally went nuts when I discovered everything I did to recover my lost files wasn't bringing forth any positive results.
I was pained, sad, frustrated, and devastated.
I browsed through every article and video for help on how to get my files back but every approach I used wasn't working on my case cause I did badly and so I lost my files for good.
My bad for backing up my files only to local save
My bad for not adding or backing my files to a Gmail account
My bad for uninstalling and deleting my app
My bad for forgetting that the backup option I chose three years ago was only tied to my locals and files would be lost when once the app is gone
My bad for allowing fear to cause me this great loss!
Actually, everything was my fault, from the moment I tried updating my WhatsApp app so it wouldn't be outdated after receiving a warning alert to the point where I thought uninstalling it after the update to get a new one would stop the harming your device alerts I was getting from my Google Phone Protect
Everything was my fault and from the moment I allowed my fear of harming my device with the recent update I made push me to uninstall my app without thinking twice or having a second thought about the implications or the consequences of that action.
I allowed fear to push me into taking such a drastic move and end up regretting ever trying to update the app before the expiry date.
Now all my files are gone!
All my chats are gone!
My phone feels empty!
My social life feels empty!
Three years of information, data, conversations, and important notes are gone within a twinkle of an eye.
I was pained when this happened last night, I am still pained to an extent
But I really cannot kill myself because I did really try my best to recover them but it was all too late and gone for good.
This incident made me learn better, though in a very hard way.
Now I will have all my files and important documents backed up to my Gmail accounts.
I can't risk such an incident happening again.
Like they say affliction shall not rise the second time
This shouldn't happen another time, I can't bear such loss ever again.
What is gone is gone!
I am starting all over again
I will try to get 5% of all the things I lost
That is how many of the things I lost, and I am not even sure of the 5% recovery.
It's a whole new and fresh start for me.
I feel sorry for myself but I will be just fine I believe, because I can't continue to brood over the bad happenstance.
It's a beautiful day! Have a rewarding day!
๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ซ
~ ๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐ค๐ฒ! ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ข-๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ญ๐๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ข๐ซ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ณ๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ก๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐จ๐๐๐๐ซ ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ ๐๐ญ ๐ก๐๐ซ. ๐ ๐ ๐ข๐ซ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐๐ฅ ๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐-๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ก ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐๐ซ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐จ๐๐๐ฌ.
๐ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ฑ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฅ๐๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ ๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐๐ฎ๐๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐, ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐๐๐๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ก ๐ง๐๐ฆ๐ "๐๐๐ฎ๐ง๐๐๐ง๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐".
๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ช๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐๐๐ข๐๐ฅ ๐ข๐ง ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ง๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ
๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐จ๐๐ข๐๐ฅ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ~
2 June 2023
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