Tengo miedo a muchas cosas (esp/eng)

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Mis piernas estaban paralizadas, no podía moverme, solo se me ocurrió cerrar los ojos y pensar que no estaba ahí. Este era el sitio mas alto al que había llegado y solo me faltaba una prueba mas y no sabia que mas hacer. Me decía a mi mismo con los ojos cerrados, avanza aunque sea de a poco y eso hice, no se cuanto tiempo me tomo me llegue a aquel cuarto escondido en la cima de la montaña, al entrar cerré la puerta y sentí paz al no ver lo alto que estaba, pero inmediatamente un escalofrió corrió por mi espalda. las personas estaban todas mutiladas y el piso era como una piscina de sangre. Casi vomito pero dentro de mi recordé por que estaba ahí y comencé a llamarlo.

- J: Fernando, ¿donde estas?!!

No escuche nada así que seguí caminando hasta encontrarme con unas escaleras que bajaban, dentro de mi solo pude pensar que esa escalera me llevaría al centro de la montaña y sentí miedo pero decidí avanzar, luego de tantas pruebas que había pasado, ya no podía regresar.

- J: Fernando, Háblame!!

A medida que iba bajando las escaleras la luz era mas baja y el lugar menos espacioso, de repente me dio un ataque de pánico y trate de regresar por las escaleras pero la luz se apago y me quede en silencio, no veía absolutamente nada, sentí que el aire se me iba y que hormigas recorrían todo mi cuerpo, las lagrimas comenzaron a caer de mis ojos y solo podía acurrucarme a mi mismo, comencé a gritar hasta mas no poder, no se en que momento pero me había quedado totalmente dormido y al despertar me vi en un cuarto sin ventanas ni puertas, solo una pequeña rendija en la parte superior de una de las esquinas del cuarto. Una música venia de ahí, era opera.

- J: Fernando, ¿estas ahí?
- F: Si, soy yo. Estas de vuelta en tu casa amor, prometo no volver a dejar que escapes.
- J: ¿Y donde están los que me perseguían? ya no quiero lastimar a nadie.
- F: no te preocupes amor, no dejaré que nadie vuelva a estar a tu lado, sabes que solo vivo para complacerte.
- J: Gracias amor.

My legs were paralyzed, I couldn't move, all I could think of was closing my eyes and thinking I wasn't there. This was the highest place I'd ever reached and I only needed one more test and I didn't know what else to do. I told myself with my eyes closed, advance even if it's little by little and that's what I did, I don't know how long it took me to reach that hidden room at the top of the mountain, when I entered I closed the door and felt peace because I couldn't see how high I was, but immediately a chill ran down my spine. The people were all mutilated and the floor was like a pool of blood. I almost threw up, but inside I remembered why I was there and started calling out to him.

- J: Fernando, where are you?!!

I didn't hear anything, so I kept walking until I found some stairs leading down. Inside, all I could think was that those stairs would take me to the center of the mountain. I felt scared, but I decided to keep going. After so many trials I had been through, I couldn't go back.

- J: Fernando, talk to me!!

As I went down the stairs, the light was dimmer and the place was less spacious. Suddenly, I had a panic attack. I tried to go back up the stairs, but the light went out, and I fell silent. I couldn't see a thing. I felt like the air was leaving me and ants were crawling all over my body. Tears started to fall from my eyes, and I could only curl up inside myself. I started screaming my head off. I don't know when, but I had fallen completely asleep, and when I woke up, I found myself in a room with no windows or doors, just a small crack in the air. The top of one of the corners of the room. Music was coming from there; it was opera.

- J: Fernando, are you there?
- F: Yes, it's me. You're back home, love. I promise not to let you escape again.
- J: And where are those who were chasing me? I don't want to hurt anyone anymore.
- F: Don't worry, love. I won't let anyone be by your side again. You know I only live to please you.
- J: Thank you, love.