Thanks. A lot I get everything you stated. I really appreciate. When I was onboarded my aim was to get some funds to start my journey as a photographer fully because I lack the source and equipment to do so. But I won't say I made a mistake in abusing I knew I was but thought I wasn't going to get caught by it. I have learned from my mistake, my mistakes made me a bad person in my onboarders eyes because she too is also facing from the mistake I made, even when she warned me countless of time to hid from what I did. I'm not happy at all because it was her means of feeding and I made her lose it. Everyday I just feel like crying and I promised not abuse the community anymore because I have learned. I always dream Of helping other financially but instead I took away some else financial means of their daily bread. I lost a little of myself and I was trying not to make engagement in the community like I used to. But with this words of your I'm uplifted with the encouragement. I have said sorry a lot but this time I want my action to speak of it.