We are humans, we have emotions, it's part of us we can't avoid, sometimes we get frustrated, we get sad ,we get worried or depressed due to one issues or the other, expecially when we have put our faith or rely on a particular outcome but didn't give the results we expected, somethings we get wayed down,We questions ourselves,our decision sometimes ,it's normal, it's part of the human life but then we get something or someone that inspire us to continue, some reads a certain books for inspiration while some listen to their favourite songs.
"I can't let them down" these are the words I tell myself whenever I'm down, whenever I'm going through hard times, I'm referring to my family when I say I can't let them down. I go back to the days we had nothing to eat that my mom would try to do everything in her power to get us food,when our dad went drove the last kobo with him without assurance of what he eat . When I remember how hard they make money then , a sense of pity is what I feel.
I don't want my parents suffer again, I want to reward my parents for their sacrifices, I long for that day when I can finally take my mom out of the country, it has always been her wish. Remembering this always motivate me that I can't stop, they are people who look up to me,they are people who has watered me and expects their fruits from me . , solutions to where The thought of making my family proud is where I get my inspiration from to never back from on my aims , I get a hold of myself, push the emotions to a side and look for way next and solutions to that problem I got .
