Moving throw every activities I have been doing since I became conscious of what am doing, since I noticed that I have the ability to choice between some certains things in life. I began to meditate on every thing around me at a time. It was as if I was into the world,some moments was wasted. Practicing everything that I saw and heard about, I wasn't comfortable with my outcome every day, month and year. 
Because it was as if I was wasted, I just have time for everything and everyone excluding myself I wasn't thinking of the future,i wasn't thinking of my self.I was filled with my friends happiness and helping them achieve what they wanted. Which non of them every asked me if I had any goals to achieve or even any needs at all. One day my mind began to trouble me and I was feed up with everything, about myself and my life-style, I began to beat my self emotionally every moment of my life. I was egar to turn a new leaf. Without hesitation I decided to have limited time for everyone around me, I began focusing on how to build my own pillars of life. I noticed that when I start giving limited time to those that call themselves my friends, I began to improve in some certains areas of my life, It wasn't really easy for me because those times I wasted was still trying to hunt me down emotionally.
But still I wasn't ready to give up. After my decision of cutting off some "time wasters", It was as if something hug left me and was replaced with something light, lighter that I can ever imagine. But still yet I was Afraid. Fears-fear of getting into trouble, fear of everything around me, makes me feel down most times, making me to think as if I might be a soil, where humans unleashed their angry when every they are angry. All this things made to me to become silent,zealous and courageous. The more the fears comes , the more I became stronger. Here is the link to this contest on Indiaunited:-
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