Namaste everyone,
I am really grateful for the year so far, even though not everything turned out as planned but I am still grateful. It was not too long when I started pondering on my life for the past 10 months, I kept wondering how time flies and it all appears like magic lol.
Looking back at the year so far, I remember how I was so zealous in January, I made lots of new year proposals on things to achieve and things to cut off. It was so nice how consistent I was at doing them but that zeal died off overtime.
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Well, despite everything that had happened, I still remain grateful. It was an eventful year all together, a lot has happened in the past months, I have cried over some things and I have laughed over some things aswell. I have had good times and bad times too, I have lost some relationships and I have created some new ones too.
If I am to grade how far my life has improved this year I would say 60%. This year has helped me to learn a lot of things, it made me realize people who are truly friends and people who were hiding under the shadows of being friends.
It has taught me how to set my priorities right and not make people’s urgency my urgency, I have become stronger than before. Now I truly get to understand how to love myself the right way, I now know what I really want in life and things I hope to change even if I have just one day left on earth.
It has helped me adjust my lens to view things differently and not from the world’s view. I have realized that in the world we live now, it is only you versus you and so I have to work on myself because nobody celebrates failures.
I have grown to set the right motives for anything I have to do, not doing things because of people anymore but because I want to do them.
I have learnt to be my own person, to choose myself even when everyone does not choose me. Now I don’t let anyone raise my hopes because I have learnt to limit my expectations on people, people would always fail and disappoint.
This year has made me draw closer to God better than before, because I am fully assured now that if he does not help me no one else would and so in a dangerous and lonely world like this, I am left with no choice but to fully lean on him for strength and direction.
Even though I could not achieve everything I had set to do, I am very grateful for me, this year has built the real me. Not all years are meant for physical or tangible achievements, some years are set to grow our character and mold us to the people we hope to become.
Thank you for stopping by my post.