That's great that you found purpose again in life. Sometimes things go not as planned but that too will pass. Kids are a blessing and they make us smile, laugh, cry or upset. We love them and one day they will grow up and realise what parents did for them. Kids make our hormones go crazy especially for us mums and our bodies protest, go out of shape, refuse to function or certain body parts stop working all together. No matter what comes our way.... rejoice and be happy. It doesn't come from a supplement bottle but from the heart.