A part of me wants to say this
But another part wants to be discreet about it
For saying that i'm going to say it tomorrow is to experiment with my cognitive ability to forget .Same thing I said 2018 but my tomorrow never came guess it's high time. Our conversation-like-cruise , a memory never to be forgotten had an ever, underlined effect on my consciousness.
|By the way the strategy worked it course and caused an effect on me
Making me disapprove the fact that as a human my cognitive function doesn't make me forgets stuffs, therefore i remembered my LOSS based on the spark that you caused which became a raving fire of thoughts
Racing through my mind at its olympic best
My Loss
That stems from either my inability or procastinative ability of setting my fiery thoughts and experience and act it out
I guess i became afraid of how a hell it will be when i unleash the flame or what you might think when you see the human in me
I'm afraid you might leave me for heaven sake
i Cherish the bond we have without the flame
The notion was not preconceived, I've never even had a thought to think about it
Might came as my human reaction to spark you caused and i don;t even know how long the fire is going to burn
Recent development and an experience of my humane self showing because of our communication and has resulted to the fact that I like you
Its just afire that i had to let out because i dont want to lose out based on the reason of my inability to Burn. Let's pretend it rained and quench the fire.