now, when you mentioned the sunrise and dAwn, the idea of a car (camping van) becomes clearer, I totally understand the shapes, why exactly you need it. this is your plot, what you love to shoot, and often shoot on a highest quality level. something different to what I am doing myself. Well, it finally will happen, I am sure. But better sooner, then later.
The lottery may help, but do you buy the lottery tickets, at all? ;)

!ENGAGE 20 and even more !BEER, just for you to have a bigger supply, when you need it.